Master cleanse day 5

My tummy start to rambling at 4 in the morning. I slept so good, then I had to get up to the bathroom. This is all part of the cleanse, from last night's of laxative tea. I went back to bed till 7a and did my SWF at 8a, had my first lemonade at 9a. The day went ok, I cleaned the house for david, did 1099, went for a massage, picked up journey master's package for our vacation this December at Dominic Republic, came home after David, talked with him, all we're good until we went to Pho for dinner. I so wanted to have a sip of the soup!!!!! Both David and Jamie encourage me to stay strong. I hope the next 5 days will go faster than the first 5 days :-(

Master cleanse day 4

Hardest time came at night. I have been hungry all day, so I keep asking myself why I am doing this? Since I am working the AO event, it helped that I can keep myself busy. I miss the meal time social. So I sat with Hafen and Sam and Jason English at lunch like yesterday and just drank hot water. I ordered chicken and shrimp casedia ( i dont know how to spell it) and I saved it for Jamie for dinner. It helped yesterday that I didn't have to cook for her so I thought it would be helpful today. Just so I love casedia, and when Jamie came home and had a bowl of won ton noodle soup with it, I totally broke down. We went to Arapahoe High to watch basketball playoff, the only thing I can think of is won ton noodle soup. I almost decided that I am going to come out of this tomorrow, especially david is coming home tomorrow. Then Jamie said, I think you should stay with it, just so you can say you did it.

Urrrrr....

I read some blogs on line from others who are going through this journey, I felt better.

Master Cleanse Day 3

Why do we need our mouth? I don't feel much of anything other than when I am hungry, I have a drink of Lemonade. I sat by Jamie watched her eating her big juicy burger, and thinking that's the first thing I will have after I ease back to my normal diet ...

Master Cleanse Day 2

ok. Today started pretty easy. I had no feeling of hunger, till about 10 o'clock. My SWF went pretty good, except that I already don't have much solid waste to pass. I don't know what everybody was talking about that even after they were on liquid diet for a week, they still have solid waste to pass, and they were so amazed about how much waste they have in their body. I am totally bombed, since it is only my second day and I am totally clean.

I am totally clean, I guess, on the second day?? I know I have been eating clean at least for the past 6 months, maybe this is the prove of it? Whole suddently, I doubt myself about having to detox for all 10 days, like what everybody else says they are doing. As soon as that entered my mind, I started to crave for food. I think my emotion goes up and down whole day. I try not to think about how tasty food could be, but always ended up realizing that's what I was thinking at the moment. I have been doing the minimum cooking for Jamie, matter of fact, Jamie did her own breakfast, and I help her to start her dinner, that was it. I had 5 or 6 drink of my juice and still have 3 left. I scraped my toung. It suppose to be white and fuzzy. Mine is not too bad. I didn't feel too light headed like yesterday. But I am debating whether or not I should go to volleyball tomorrow night.

Tomorrow could be challenging. I suppose to work the AO event in next two days. With all the good food there, it will be really fun to see how my will power works.

My will power, I think at this point, it is more of the reason why I continue to do this than any other thing. I want to finish it, not necessary for the sake of cleanse, but for proving that my will power is stronger than anything.

Most people says that after the 3rd day, everything gets easier. I think I am most missing the time I spent with my family enjoying a good meal, not the meal itself, but the activity, that allows me and my family do somthing together - eat together. And when you are on master cleanse, you notice food everywhere, restaurant everywhere, poeple are constantly eating ... urrrrr!

David is coming back on Wed.

Master cleanse - Day 1

Woke up at 6a, even though I didn't go to bed until 1 o'clock. I debated whether or not to start master cleanse today. The Land of Sushi is calling me. Why didn't I go yesterday? But I had this in my mind for a few days now - Sat is the day.

6:30a, my first SWF. I used the warm water, so it tasted like my normal soup without my cabbage and tofu. It is the 32oz that kills me. I can't drink that much in one setting ... I guess I can, cause I am sitting here with an empty cup, tummy full of warm broth, gagging. The weight this morning is 122.5.

The Master cleanse officially kick off.

My goal? To finish all 10 days, detox, mainly. This is one of my goal for this year, I am getting it done early in the year.