ok. Today started pretty easy. I had no feeling of hunger, till about 10 o'clock. My SWF went pretty good, except that I already don't have much solid waste to pass. I don't know what everybody was talking about that even after they were on liquid diet for a week, they still have solid waste to pass, and they were so amazed about how much waste they have in their body. I am totally bombed, since it is only my second day and I am totally clean.
I am totally clean, I guess, on the second day?? I know I have been eating clean at least for the past 6 months, maybe this is the prove of it? Whole suddently, I doubt myself about having to detox for all 10 days, like what everybody else says they are doing. As soon as that entered my mind, I started to crave for food. I think my emotion goes up and down whole day. I try not to think about how tasty food could be, but always ended up realizing that's what I was thinking at the moment. I have been doing the minimum cooking for Jamie, matter of fact, Jamie did her own breakfast, and I help her to start her dinner, that was it. I had 5 or 6 drink of my juice and still have 3 left. I scraped my toung. It suppose to be white and fuzzy. Mine is not too bad. I didn't feel too light headed like yesterday. But I am debating whether or not I should go to volleyball tomorrow night.
Tomorrow could be challenging. I suppose to work the AO event in next two days. With all the good food there, it will be really fun to see how my will power works.
My will power, I think at this point, it is more of the reason why I continue to do this than any other thing. I want to finish it, not necessary for the sake of cleanse, but for proving that my will power is stronger than anything.
Most people says that after the 3rd day, everything gets easier. I think I am most missing the time I spent with my family enjoying a good meal, not the meal itself, but the activity, that allows me and my family do somthing together - eat together. And when you are on master cleanse, you notice food everywhere, restaurant everywhere, poeple are constantly eating ... urrrrr!
David is coming back on Wed.
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